From Monday Night

Medical Examiner Transporter: "You can tell that you are a mom."
Me: "What do you mean?"
Medical Examiner Transporter: "Because even though that baby is dead, you are still standing there rocking & patting her bottom like she isn't."

So, when people ask me "what do you do?" it's really kind of hard to answer.
Some days I feel like I haven't made much of a difference.
...and then some days I feel like I made someone's disaster just a little bit easier.