My Masyn-iversary, 5 years.

Little Snowdrop
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says of our love for you.
~ Author Unknown

I can't believe it's been 5 years....and yet, I can.
It may be terrible to be thankful for time, but I'm glad its been 5 years.
I'm glad I've had time to smooth the edges of that kind of hurt....and the Lord knows I've had so many other things weighing my shoulders my down.
I certainly wish that pregnancy had ended differently....but since it didn't...I'm at least thankful that time has passed since then. It hurts a little less now.